Is this belief true? Is it real? Is it something I would teach to a child as a teaching for life?
How do I feel when I believe it?
Does anyone benefit from it? Real, genuine benefit?
Regardless of how much pain body they were accessing and moving during the sessions, there was always more pain and discomfort coming in. In other words, I felt like we were emptying water out of the pond and more toxic water was coming in from some unknown source. In some way it was confusing to me. So many people where cutting through the veil and becoming more and more conscious and empowered. Their problems were no longer problems for them and their health and wellbeing were improving and expanding to levels we never dream of. Yet other people that were doing their process with the same or even more commitment were still creating, attracting and experiencing pain in their lives. The patterns of behavior were repeating themselves. They kept complaining and biting upon themselves. Each session was like starting from scratch and I had the certainty that we were running in circles!
Because of my experience, I knew that underneath those layers of pain, there was something that was essentially their core of wellbeing or the light body: the original design. A place made of love, freedom, peace and joy. I knew that these people had it, but what was preventing them from living their life from that place like the rest of the others doing the PBR process? I started paying attention to the way they were expressing themselves and realized that they were believing in certain things that were creating pain and affecting their life perception. I realized that some of those beliefs were unconscious assumptions that told them “who they were” and “what life was or should be” for them. I knew that if I deeply believe that “nobody loves me” I will feel an undercurrent of sadness and fear in me, regardless of how much I have accomplished or how great my life was at the moment.
Without any plan, I started asking seemingly silly questions like: “Is there anything good in feeling that sadness?”. Or “what is the good side of feeling anxious?” Or, “if there is any benefit in feeling rage, what is it?”
To my surprise, the answers to the puzzle were coming out of their own mouths in what I call a chain of beliefs, each link a belief the person learned in their formative years.
They would say:
“the benefit of being anxious is that I am more productive (and the benefit of that?), is that I feel more responsible; (and the benefit of that?), is that I am a better father; (and the benefit of that?), is that I feel worthy; (and the benefit of that?), Is that I can be more calm and relaxed.”
As I said it before, all these unconscious assumptions or inner decisions, condition us to act or perform in a certain way that is no longer authentic or genuine to us. We create a self image to adapt to the circumstances around us trying to be included and accepted by the people we have to deal with.
I could see that he more we believe in an unconscious belief, the more we activate the self image or the false persona. We become that belief. The more we live our lives from a false place, the less real and authentic a life we have.